Category: Career Confusion
Jaanam, aaj phir yeh raat gehri hai, mann mein ek uljhan thehri hai. Duniya ki bheed mein khud ko kho sa gaya hoon. Har subah ek ummeed jagati, par shaam hote hi woh dhundhli pad jaati.
Career ki iss bhagam-bhaag mein, raaste kayi, par kaun sa sahi hai, samajh nahi paata. Woh puraani khwaishein, sapne jo dekhe the, aaj bojh se lagte hain. Log poochhte hain, "Aage kya plan hai?" Aur mere paas bas khamoshi hoti hai.
Dil mein darr sa rehta hai, kahin galat mod na le loon, kahin bhatak na jaaoon. Baahar ki duniya beraham hai, har koi aage badhne ki hod mein. Metrics aur targets ka dabav, ek ajeeb sa bojh deta hai.
Par jaanam, jab tum paas hoti ho, tumhari aankhon mein dekhta hoon, toh yeh saara shor, yeh ghabrahat, gayab ho jaati hai. Tumhari haathon ki pakad, mere har sawaal ka jawaab ban jaati hai.
Tumhari muskurahat, woh masoom si hansi, pal bhar mein sab bhula deti hai. Digital screens, emails, deadlines... sab pichhe chhoot jaate hain. Tumhare saath guzra har lamha, meri zindagi ka sabse khoobsurat "break" hota hai.
Kabhi lagta hai, shayad main utna capable nahi, jitna log expect karte hain. Yeh self-doubt, ek gehra saaya ban kar peecha karta hai. Duniya kehti hai, "Bade pakshon mein udna hai," par kabhi-kabhi mere paron mein taaqat mehsoos nahi hoti.
Tumhara bharosa, jaanam, woh chaandni hai jo andheri raat ko roshan karti hai. Tumhara har shabd, "Mujhe tum par pura yakeen hai," meri rooh ko nayi himmat deta hai. Tumhare liye, main hamesha "best" hoon, chahe numbers kuch bhi kahein.
Tumhara woh khamosh support, woh sirf mere kandhe par haath rakhna, bina kahe sab kuch keh jaata hai. Tum samajhti ho meri uljhan, meri bechaini, jo main zubaan se bayaan nahi kar paata. Woh samajhdaari, mera sabse bada sukoon hai.
Jab baahar toofaan ho, aur kashti doobne lage, tum woh mazboot kinaara ho, jahan aakar main saans le sakta hoon. Tum meri anjaani raahon mein, woh roshni ki kiran ho, jo bhatakne se rokti hai.
Dil karta hai, tumhare liye sab kuch kar doon, har khushi, har aaram laakar tumhare kadmon mein rakh doon. Par jab raasta hi dhundhla ho, toh kaise badhoon? Samaaj ke taane aur khud ki expectations, sab milkar bojh ban jaate hain.
Par tumhari aankhon mein jab main apni jagah dekhta hoon, toh woh saari definitions, woh saare standards chote pad jaate hain. Tumhara pyar hi meri sabse badi kamai hai, mera sabse bada success. Tumhari hansi, meri sabse badi promotion.
Shayad manzil abhi door hai, ya raasta abhi tay nahi. Par jab tum saath ho, toh yeh safar bhi khoobsurat lagta hai. Tumhara haath thaame, main har mushkil ka samna karne ko taiyaar hoon.
Tumhari baahon mein aakar, woh office ka stress, woh future ki chinta, sab pighal jaati hai. Ek ajeeb sa sukoon milta hai, jaise sab theek ho jayega. Tum ho, toh main hoon, aur yeh kaafi hai.
Tumhari himmat se hi, main phir se uthne ki koshish karta hoon. Tumhari prerana se hi, naye raaste talaashta hoon. Meri taaqat, meri ummeed, meri har subah ki nayi shuruaat, tum hi toh ho.
Ho sakta hai, abhi bhi mere paas har sawaal ka jawaab na ho, ya yeh career confusion bana rahe. Par ek baat ka yakin hai, tum mere saath ho, aur yahi meri sabse badi assurance hai.
Main waada karta hoon, jaanam, main koshish karta rahunga. Har subah naye junoon ke saath uthunga. Yeh nahi kehta ki kal hi sab badal jayega, par tumhara saath kabhi nahi chhodunga.
Meri zindagi ka sabse bada "project" tum ho, meri sabse badi "achievement" tumhara pyar hai. Baaki sab toh bas raaste ke paddav hain. Tumhari khushi mein hi meri asli safalta chupi hai.
Shukriya, mere humsafar, is mushkil ghadi mein mera haath thaamne ke liye. Meri rooh ko samjhne ke liye, aur bina kisi shart ke pyar karne ke liye. Tum hi toh ho, meri rooh ka sukoon.
Shaayad bade sheher ki yeh chamak-damak mujhe apni manzil nahi dikha payi, par tumhari aankhon mein maine apni poori duniya dekh li hai. Woh duniya, jahan "success" ki definition sirf hum dono hain, aur hamara saath.
Toh bas, itna hi kehna tha. Tum ho, toh sab hai. Tum nahi, toh kuch nahi. Mera har kal, mera har aaj, tumhare naam. Meri zindagi ka har lamha, tumhare intezaar mein. I love you.
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